Message from God (6/27)

Have hope. I am here.
HOPE? I dont knw how to express the feeling now, but the hope will really be come true? Feel a bit down this few days, though already settle down one of the thing (exam on last sat) Now is time for me to start over again on the job search.
GOD, pls help me to calm down myself and keep positive thinking, the process wont be easier i knw. But pls grant me with full faith and confident, you have already got the plan for me, be with me together to go through it.

灵命日记 6/19/11

I got this msg from GOd today again... GOD really listening to me. He knw what was in my mind and what troubled me, Thanks GOD again, I will let the thing to be controlled by you, i knw there is nothing that i can control but YOU! Will release all my burden to you, cos i knw you will plan for me and give me the direction.

"Yes, of course, you want to control so everything happens in just the way you want it. But at the end of the day, we control nothing, - it's all in God's hands, - has always been, and will always be. So, do what you can, and then let go, and let God handle the rest."

灵命日记 6/17/11

The night before, talk with H over the phone for over 2Hours. After that, i didn;t manage to fall as sleep, I was so anxiety on my future and the bad feeling still with me after the retreachment. H told me abt the blessing, he said we are all blessed by GOD. The next day, from FB "On this day, God wants you to know" i received the msg from GOD, i feel really touching, it really a msg from GOD, he knws i was anxiety on the situation now, lossing the faith with him and this msg really given me a strong support and i faith to go further. Thanks GOD for always be there with me and the blessing is surrounding me!

。。。that you are blessed. You may think you have challenges, but you have so many blessings. Sometimes it takes only a moment of conscious effort to recognize those blessings. Once you focus on the gifts instead of the problems, your whole perspective will change and you will see blessings everywhere.

还是要再等！

还以为快等到了，但事已愿违。。。
这种感觉真的好难过。要点被出卖的感觉。
原本那种满怀憧憬，一心等候的心情， 却本搞乱了。
总觉得，你根本没有尽力， 努力地想要受着这承诺。
所以， 我才会觉得被出卖了。
可是，我还是会等，等到4/30后， 再看看你是不是真的有守约。

Sometimes, some thought!

Sometimes i just hope that day can come early...
I'm looking forward to that day come...
Patiently, i'm just keep waiting for that day come...

Catch the moment!

Read in from one of my favourite blog, but it is really my feel at this moment.

謝謝妳一直對我的厚愛和支持，
謝謝妳對我的體諒，愛和包容。
謝謝妳原諒我的鐵石心腸，
謝謝妳明白如果我對妳許下任何愛的承諾，
將來都只會是一個個對妳在感情上的傷害。

謝謝妳對我的付出，
可惜我帶給妳的，
只是讓妳在失落和充滿遺憾的感情道路上學會了成長。

First Love , 2010

"初恋这件小事" (First Love , 2010), 让人回忆起了那暗恋过程中的酸，甜，苦，辣！


《初恋这件小事》讲述的是一个小小的初恋故事：小水是一位初中一年级最最平凡小女孩，她的功课一般，体育也一般，更要命的是她的长相平凡得让人过目就忘。但这位平凡的女孩偏偏爱上了学校中最优秀，最善良，也最帅气的高一男生阿亮。

　　身为校园中的风云人物，阿亮从来就是女孩们的焦点，无论是功课好的，体育优的，还是长得美的，全校的女生都为他疯狂。小水明白自己根本无法与那些优秀的女孩们竞争，她从不奢望自己能和阿亮交往，她只有一个小小的愿望，那就是阿亮经过她的身边时，能回头看她一眼。于是她做了很多傻傻的小事，只为吸引他的目光。她不惜在晚会中扮丑只为听到阿亮的笑声；申请加入舞蹈社却在筛选时被学长羞辱。

　　这些小小的努力让她在初三之时成为学校名副其实的风云人物。她变成了男孩们眼中最可爱，最温柔，和最值得追的校花级女孩。但小水心中依然收藏着她那小小的愿望…

Comedogenic Ratings (causing acne)

These common ingredients are used in cosmetics, bath and body products. It is important to know how these ingredients rate for comedogenicity, especially if you are planning to include them in facial products. If you are not a wildcrafter, it is still a good way to educate yourself about the ingredients found in the products you use. The ratings are based on a zero to five scale.

Oils
Almond Oil - 2
Apricot Kernel Oil - 2
Avocado Oil - 2
Camphor - 2
Castor Oil - 1
Cocoa Butter - 4
Coconut Butter - 4
Coconut Oil - 4
Corn Oil - 3
Cotton Seed Oil - 3
Evening Primrose Oil - 2
Grape Seed Oil - 2
Hemp Seed Oil - 0
Mineral Oil - 0
Mink Oil - 3
Olive Oil - 2
Peanut Oil - 2
Petrolatum - 0
Safflower Oil - 0
Sandalwood Seed Oil - 2
Sesame Oil - 2
Shea Butter - 0
Soybean Oil - 3
Sunflower Oil - 0
Wheat Germ Oil - 5
Shark Liver Oil - 3

Waxes
Beeswax - 2
Candelilla Wax - 1
Carnuba Wax - 1
Ceresin Wax - 0
Emulsifying Wax NF - 2
Jojoba Oil - 2
Lanolin Wax - 1
Sulfated Jojoba Oil - 3

Botanicals
Algae Extract - 5
Aloe Vera Gel - 0
Calendula - 1
Carrageenans - 5
Chamomile - 2
Chamomile Extract - 0
Cold Pressed Aloe - 0
Red Algae - 5

Vitamins & HerbsAscorbic Acid - 0
Black Walnut Extract - 0
Tocopherol (Vitamin E) - 2
Vitamin A Palmitate - 2
Panthenol - 0

Antioxidants
Beta Carotene - 1
BHA - 2
Minerals
Algin - 4
Colloidal Sulfur - 3
Flowers of Sulfur - 0
Potassium Chloride - 5
Precipitated Sulfur - 0
Sodium Chloride (Salt) - 5
Talc - 1
Zinc Stearate - 0

Thickeners, Emulsifiers, Detergents
Carbomer 940 - 1
Hydroxypropyl Cellulose - 1
Kaolin - 0
Magnesium Aluminum Silicate - 0
Sodium Laureth Sulfate - 3
Sodium Lauryl Sulfate - 5
Sorbitan Oleate - 3

Alcohol, Esters, Ethers, & Sugars
Polysorbate 20 - 0
Polysorbate 80 - 0
Sterol Esters - 0
Behenyl Triglyceride - 0
Butylene Glycol - 1
Cetearyl Alcohol - 2
Diethylene Glycol Monomethyl Ether - 0
Glycerin - 0
Glyceryl Stearate NSE - 1
Glyceryl Stearate SE - 3
Glyceryl Tricapylo/Caprate - 1
Glyceryl-3-Diisostearate - 4
Hexadecyl Alcohol - 5
Isocetyl Stearate - 5
Isopropyl Alcohol - 0
Laureth 23 - 3
Laureth 4 - 5
Octyl Stearate - 5
Oleth-10 - 2
Oleth-3 - 5
Oleyl Alcohol - 4
Polyethylene Glycol (PEG 400) - 1
Polyethylene Glycol 300 - 1
Polyglyceryl-3-Diisostearate - 4
Propylene Glycol - 0
Propylene Glycol Monostearate - 4
SD Alcohol 40 - 0
Sorbitan Laurate - 1
Sorbitol - 0
Steareth 10 - 4
Steareth 100 - 0
Steareth 2 - 2
Steareth 20 - 2
Wheat Germ Glyceride - 3

你是最棒的！！！

好开心，终于有机会参与了陈绮贞的《夏季练习曲》。 很多年前，她还刚出道， 还是新人时， 陈升曾经携着她到拉曼表演。 当时，她唱着“还是会寂寞“， 留着短发，就对她有着很好的印象。 喜欢她那看似柔弱的外表， 但却能唱出满是力量的歌声， 每句都能进入心坎。

之前，就有报道说，会有至少4次按可， 果真不复所望，按可了5次。到了2次时，还给了我们大惊喜她接着她在歌迷的欢呼声中走下台，由保安人员“开 路”走向观众席中央，在一台钢琴前坐下然后自弹自唱， 对坐在后区（cheaper ticket）的我们真的是一大bonus。绮贞弹唱了《小小校歌》及《告诉我》两首歌之后又回到台上。她真的好贴心。

绮贞的演唱会虽然没有华丽， 绚丽的舞台和服装，而且歌多话少，但我还是感觉的她的真诚用心， 特喜欢哪些带有3D的影片为背景，再配合哪些歌曲， 真的有你补了那舞台和服装的不足。

无论如何， 还是那句话，绮贞你是最棒的！！！

What a wonderful dad!!!

I am Sam (2001) 让我看到了父爱的伟大
A mentally retarded man fights for custody of his 7-year-old daughter, and in the process teaches his cold-hearted lawyer the value of love and family.