I told you that I am downcast/depress recently, I got nothing to do and don't know what to do with my life. I was asking myself this question a few times, a few days. I have even doubt on myself what is the main reason i had this kind of bad feeling. It's true, i got no answer. I really can't tell.
Sometimes, i will think it is just normal. Every1 will has this kind of feeling and it won't last long. It was the N times i has asking myself same question after few days lately. I can't even recall...But, i really felt tired for continously asking myself this stupid question so frequently...So, what can i do for myself?
I did try to do some of the activities to make sure i have fully utilizes my free time and maximise the spare time, but it seems i was failed to do so. I ponder if these will help...
- reading to make sure i am gaining some knowledge? So i can tell myself, i am a useful person
- calling friends to maintain friendship? To make sure, i still have lots of friends who are they standing by with me?
- watching TV programs, news? To make sure i am alive, know how to laugh, know how to cry, know there are more ppl facing worse situation than me?
- doing house chore, exercise? So, i wont have more times to think on negative thing?
- writing blogs to relief my bad feeling? Looking for outsource and seeking for help?
Those are not really useful, i don't feel better when i went through every single step. Eventually, I still felt the isolation, loneliness, hopelessness. Is there anything goes wrong with me?
I was telling you, but the only answer that you replied to me is "Pls find out the answer yourself, you are the only1 who know what's going wrong, pls get yourself out from there!"