Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Fly, we are flying with Singapore Flyer







































































































Singapore Flyer is the world's largest observation wheel. Standing at a stunning 165m from the ground, the Flyer offers us breathtaking, panoramic views of the Marina Bay, the island city and beyond.
4/25, finally I have the chance to experience on this. I can say it is the 2nd time i have fly with this "huge" wheel, the 1st time is abt 4 years ago, i had with London eye. Nothing to be compared, for me, i felt that it has nothing different. The only different thing is the scenery of the surrounding and the capsule of Singapore flyer is much bigger, rest almost the same. Don't know how abt Msia one? If there is chance shall try also :)
After that, we having out dinner at one of the restaurant which located at Level 1, "O’Learys Sports Bar & Grill", food so so only, not really fantasy. Actually i have voted for the "Seafood Paradise" (since Hibiki still under renovation), but most of the colleagues seems like prefer western foods.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Is a start of Nightmare or Sweat dream?

4/22, 16:00
SS : Fionn, do you have some time now? Would like to have a short discussion with u...
FL: ok, so which room shall we meet?
SS: booking the room, at robertson quay
FL: ok, meet u there

16:10
SS: Jo, is going to have her maternity leave on Aug, we are going to have a minor restructure on the team's account and it will affected you too.
FL: ok
SS: I am planning to give you some challenging accounts which you might be afraid to take over, so i would like to know that do you think you are ready for that?
FL: Honestly, i dont really know how tough and challenging will the accounts be, ( my heart is beating very fast, i'm a bit nervous in fact, i really hope there are not D & B), but if you think you would like to assign the job to me, i will be taking over whatever assignment, and i will do my best...
SS: Ok, good, actually i would like to assign D & B to you, not only as back up during her absent, but eventually, it will become your new "baby". Once she is back, she will be taking care of another new account too. I know it might be a bit tough for you, however, i really think that, it is a good time for you to learn more. As you know, whenever there is a challenge, you will grow up in a fast pace. Sure, i will be helping/ guiding you too (My heart is calling for SOS)
FL: Ok, will do my best and i think you also know where my level of standard . I think i will really learn a lot and gain more experience from there...
SS: No problem, i believe you can do that, i know you got a weakness in your English since B is a US company, you can only use English to deal with them, not like the rest of the ODM, we speak mandarin with them which the company are from Taiwan and China.
FL: Yes, i got a phobia to speak English in front of ppls, that is the worse part that i worry/afraid abt...
SS: So, this time you got no excuse, you have to be thick skin to speak in English, then i am sure you will grow up from there
FL: Haha...Perhaps so...(My goodness, why i am so luck hor?)
SS: Anyway, i will watch out closely for you, no worries.
FL: Ok

There is a discussion with JO 2 hours ago, we did talk about this as well, but really it is unexpected...

14:00
JO: During my maternity leave, I think SS will assigning R for you, since you are doing the APAC portion, so there won't be a problem if i hand over US and EMEA to you. You work with R so closely
FL: I think so, but how abt your rest of the problematic ODM?
JO: I don't think she won't pass it to you, the D & B are really problematic ODM, rigid, calculative and some of the working really got worker attitude. I believe she will get some1 more experiences and tough to deal with them, shall be XX or AA kua...
FL: Yaya, since i am still very new and lack of experiences, I believe she will assign to some1 else, i think she don't dare to pass that account to me, later she got to put much afford to watch out on me.

4/23 10:30
After the discussion with my " female & male consultant" over the night...I got more confident in myself, i hope that i really can pass through the process, even if it will be painful, pressure and bitter. I think it is really a time for me to get more exposure and i will become better in term of my working experience, to be more confident in speaking English etc...I can't keep waiting for some1 to feed me with the spoon all the time.

Nightmare or Sweat dream? Pls take note, I am step into a bigger stride now.





Monday, April 21, 2008

I'm back

After quiting for almost 2 years time, i think it is time to continue
That day, he asked me, why i think i would like to continue? I'm sorry, i dont have a firm answer... i dont even know to reply on that
It is just like i got lot of spare time, so planning to kill the time? or i am really ready to take back the challenge

It's doubt, he said he hope i wont give up soon...he would like me to spend at least 1 year and keep up what i done on the past, to make sure at least i gain/obtain something b4 i quit /stop.
I do perhaps i can, but just sometimes it is hardly to become the true in the unexpected future

Let's work on it, i must have the confident to tell myself, i believe i can made it...

Monday, April 14, 2008

离歌

离开拉曼, 一有一段日子了
一5年了, 突然间好想回去看看呢
我想一定改变很多了吧

也好想一起同窗4年的你们
不知道你们怎样了?
也许有的已育有子女?
有的还是孤单寡人?
有的已成家立业?
有的还是?

真希望大家都能抽出一点时间
见个面, 聊聊天, 叙叙旧地
重温咱们的那美好年代

Friday, April 4, 2008

心语心愿望(2)

心语心烦, 离开那家已有将近十年的时间了
可是, 那包袱还是没有完全放下
另一半就曾经说过, 你的心更本没有放下, 离开过,
你的潜意识只是告诉自己, 你已经放下了, 谁知道原来只是你逃避的借口
心语不语, 心虚的不敢思考

今天一早, 又接到他打来的电话, 他又有事交代了, 要心语回去时帮忙一些家事,
心语心烦, 在电话里, 又和他有了小争执, 心语不能理解为什么他每回都会这样,
交代这, 交代那的, 心语反问, 可以不可以不要这样做, 这一次回去是有一点赶, 时间上或许有点难配合, 或许是语气有点不好, 就这样, 各持其见, 又一次不愉快的收线了

心语不得不承认, 刚才语气的确有点不好, 但都是他那一而再, 再而三的责问,指责下, 自己才会这样的! 心语心里也不好过, 不一会儿给他回了电, 但不的领, 他拒听...心语无奈, 心里却纳闷着,
为什么, 他说的, 他想的就一定是对的呢?
为什么, 身为子女的就一定要受教, 听从呢?
为什么, 身为子女的就不能有自己的一套想法呢?
为什么, 长辈们就不能听从,了解子女心里想的呢?
也许这就是所谓的代沟吧?

心语也曾试过, 与他好好谈过, 但他却听不进去, 不以为然的
经过几次的尝试不果, 心语心死莫大过于默哀, 因为他的字典里, 只有他自己...

心语心里开始盘算着要如何安排, 才可以将他的吩咐完成

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

想放一个假

想放一个假
一个心灵的假
真的好想有这能力
就一个月好了
什么也不做

让心灵放个假
整理以下
接下来的路要怎么走

让心灵放个假
回来时就会是一个已经整顿好的?
焕然一新的自己?

就让我让心灵放个假, 好吗?